Translation of this text for my German friends!
First of all I am sorry to all my friends and watchers here on DA for staying out and being inactive lately! I have to deal with some serious problem in my life. Normally I don't speak too much about my private life in public but now I feel so lost and I am suffering a great deal that I cannot keep the things to myself anymore.
I had a relationship with a guy who disrespected me completely, treated me like a slave, like a inferior subject. Although he still pretends to love me he never cared for me, for my needs and wishes. If we ever came across a difficult situation he wasnt willing to solve it or to give in. His only reactions to disagreements were apologies and nasty words. I broke up with him after he topped all spitefulness he has done to me before. He abstracted my purse including my ID card, debit card and money but lying to my face I would have lost it on the street. Only by outsmarting him I could make him admitting that he has taken my stuff and giving it back to me. You may ask how someone can do such a outrageous stupid thing. I believe he just cant bear it not to be able to domineer over me and it was his poor primitive way to try to pressure me. But now its enough!
Unfortunately I live with him in the same appartment. We both have the same rights to be there but I dont want to play his barbaric war game and so I will move out as soon as possible. I wished I could go tomorrow but I dont know where to go yet. I hope I will find help in my circle of friends and acquaintances. I feel very exhausted and weak and I am in desperate need for some caring and encouraging words. I am also open for advice! Its very hard for me to find back to my strength and to go this way all alone. I hope you all will understand that I have to cut down with my normal activities and creative work for now.
I thank you very much for your patience and understanding!